Thursday, March 08, 2007

Anyone have a noodle to hold onto?

Okay I'm drowning over here. I admit it I'm having a hard time keeping my head above the water lately. Things are falling by the wayside, I'm overbooking where my kids go after school, forgetting appointments, barely getting the laundry done, forgetting to write an essay on why my kids teacher ROCKS!, to deliver the girl scout cookies, to call the phone company again and find out why our phone is still JACKED UP and I'm sure many more....

I know your thinking "Well she's got time to FLICKR & BLOG" well I guess it's been my escape lately. I'm ready for summer and the nice weather. I can't wait to SPRING FORWARD this weekend and get some longer nights. I hate to sound like my mom but winters are killing me. I just want to feel the sun (even if it's the fake sun from the tanning booth) on my face and know that everything is going to be alright.

Between working 30 hours a week (HEY going from being your own boss and working at home this is a big change), PTO at kids school, girl scouts, sports, house, laundry and everything else....yeah I'm a bit overwhemed. Throw in the mommy guilt that is always there and JOHNNY WE HAVE WINNER!!!! There I said it...said what most moms are thinking. I love my life and would not change with anyone else for a minute. I love and appreciate everything and everyone who's in it. I just need to gripe for a second. I know I have a great husband that would help in a minute if I asked. I truly appreciate that about him.......

Okay so if you have read my "spewage" this far thanks. I'm okay....don't call in the calvary. Just know that I'm getting my tan on very soon and if you have a swim noodle just throw it in my direction.

3 comments:

La Flor said...

Steph, hold on!! It's just srping. everyone lacks vitamins. that;s it. it'll get better. seriously.
at least i'm convincing myself it will. =)

congrats on you anniversary. 8 whole years is a huge accomplishment these days!!!

La Flor said...

oops. it's 14 years. i know... just mixed you up with an ex GF of my BF...

sorry, once again.

Donna said...

YOU ARE BUSY. Working outside the home for just 15 hours a week was more than I could handle, and after two years, I said 'bye to that. You should enjoy your creative outlets and not feel guilty -- you need them to stay sane.